a follower of bluntin' weed masking the sadness he feels
from honor roll to crushing beads outta them adderall pills
ignoring sadness is killing, boredom is trapped up within him
snorting the xany, reality's torn from family to sinning
the unlikeliest villain, rowdy, the liveliest feelings
now hes high as the planets sky and hes ready and willing
till sobriety kicks in and hes back to his limits,
rapping- the cynic minded ass whose been crashing at clinics
hes conflicted, fully trapped in the booze and his misfits
his cynics soul mashed in delusional figments
a loser imprisoned, searching for proof and the wisdom
some perfect truth to just hit him, sooth him like music on Christmas
but it never happens, its tragic shit i just nap, get to snoring
wake to a bag of some laced shit, wasted as dad in the morning
hits of morphine endorphin's flood to the dome like New Orleans
soar as whore when i sober up, till some more gets to pourin'
i wanna live freely doc, please help me get better
ease all of the mental shock, be sentimental and gentle


"and that's all for today's session grant, thanks for opening up remember to take your pills 3 times a day"
"what happens if i don't?"


*beat drops harder, more intense*


im... the rudest prophet of buddha, soon ill just rocket to Jupiter
try to profit off dropping atomic bombs on the mutants
its all erotic and beautiful, you cant stop it, its nuclear
bombs im dropping will rock you until your nogon is loose in ya
im the prophet Muhammad sent from the gates of the Hades
im paid to save a skewed nation through waves of nuke radiation
dude im the newest, im truly a fucking nuisance, unruly
yeah maybe racy and crude but im fucking crazy so sue me
how could you blame me ? im moody, rude and abusive to ladies
stupid and useless, im ludicrous as the music im making
are you offended? or tasteless? fuckin mend you like braces
send you to space till your senseless freckled erection is tamed, it's
to weaken your brain, its...to heighten your patience
so id recommend to get to cancelling your prior arrangements
on some IV'ing pain shit, just find me a vein split
this highly insane kids got a high to sustain, bitch
a violent deranged prick's the style my brain picked
been a while since some wild genocidal detainment
what you doin on friday? you down for apartheid?
get high till our sorry minds hardly know how to cry?
we'll go insane and crawl inside.. troopers, free as a bird
then we'll play a game called suicide, super easy to learn


"how long have was he off his meds before this psychotic break happened?"

"Has grant been abusing his medicine? Have you seem dramatic mood swings? Noticed any changes in behavior?"